life kinda sux right now... so much crap going on... i didn't know that the simplest thing can be so destructive and that the smallest thing is what people are the most worried about... its just ironic... one of the issues i want to let out is that whole freakin GRAM thing.... or watever........ right now it seems so small to me... but watever imma discuss it anyways... for all the asb people out there.. WE didn't know that grams weren't allowed for other clubs.... SERIOUSLY.... no offense but please tell people that... so yea.. heh... but anyways... i understand that whole competition issue.. and of course im a senior too... but i didn't want this fundraising idea to grow to such an extent... basically it was just to raise money for us to use over the course of the year.. and have the FNL members bond (which is the point of all the activities we do)... but yes i'm sorry if we did cross asb territory.. didn't mean to... but next time please tell us... im still standing by my arguement of organization.... cause it pisses the rest of the clubs off if the central organization is all messed up and stuff... so.. we elected you all to be our officers and to help our class... so please do... NEXT issue.. is something thats been on my mind... ALOT lately... basically the whole school knows by now.. so i will assume that you all know... seriously i don't know what to think... or which choice i should make... but either way its more work and frustrating... if i accept mr g's offer to go into his gov class.. im going to feel weird in the IS class... (cause firstly im not in it... and people will you know.. well some people will think you know... yea)... but whenever i go into that room i don't think they like me very much... it makes me feel uncomfortable... cause some of them stare at you like you're something unknown or something... i dunno... it just makes me feel weird... i mean i like the people there... most of them are really nice and kOoL and all... and some are even my friends... but overall.. ehh.. im not sure... anyways... the second choice is to do night school...... which i dunno.... can also be just as uncomfortable but in reverse...... i don't like being in a classroom with a teacher who spend most of the class time trying to tell the class to quiet down or to stop doing something... its stupid... but i dunno... its vacation.. and apps are due now.......... so i hope....... well i just hope......

till next time.... chelle

well today was a bad day i guess... i almost fell asleep in calculus... I MEAN REALLY FALL ASLEEP... i never fall asleep in that class... but anyways... a few of my friends are setting up an IT club at school but stupid administration are being pricks and changing everything... my friend erk came up with the whole idea and now its like their taking over (they're aliens!!!) hah.. anyways... i dunno.. the idea used to be fun but now its crap... why do boring adults make things crappy once they know about it! erRRrr... but yea... OH! and asb is being an *itch too! no offense to the people i know in there... i don't have beef with them.. just they way they do things... we applied for a christmas fundraiser for FNL... which we turned in early and planned out... but they rejected it because "only asb or classes can do them"... i have no problem with this cause i know classes need money and stuff... BUT WTF did it say in ANYthing that we signed that we had no right to sell "grams"... if they're going to enforce any type of law or rules towards the club.. it should be written and signed by both parties... (its basic rules of contract and interactions!!)... we don't have to abide by it if its not written and agreed to by both parties.. nor can they take away that right!... its stupid... they just rejected it.. and told us that lame reason... without prior notice or knowledge... AND we're not selling grams!... grams are "telegrams" which come to you or is sent to the person... but our idea isn't sent to the person... so technically its not a gram..... err watever.... i like most of the people in asb.. most of them i've known for quite a while... BUT seriously... if you guys are going to enforce something do it right... cause you guys are pissing off alot of clubs the way you do stuff... it makes it seem like asb is more of a monarchy.... ehh watever... just getting all the anger out.... soo much crap going on... i just don't even want to deal with it... so yea...

till next time.....
chelle

hey people... its been such a long long long time! i guess imma start writing in this thing again... you know to get all that ugly flowing stuff in my head out! haha.. anyways... yea....

till next time...
chelle

im changing my xanga... or journal to my own site...

www.reflection.mine.at